I've written about "off" switches before. how i need one – WANT one - for my crazy brain (especially lately)... okay, maybe not "off" (that might not work out very well in the long run) – a volume control, at the very least.

You know how when you're in the midst of turmoil (or confusion or dilemma of any sort, really), your brain just goes non-stop. And the more it goes (i.e. the more you THINK about the situation), the more confusing everything becomes. And the more you realize you have no idea what you're even thinking anymore...

Nothing makes sense. You feel numb.

My brain has definitely over-exerted itself the past few weeks, and now it doesn't really want to do anything. It's rebelling against my thoughts. My BRAIN is rebelling agains my thoughts... hmm. Yeah, well, that's what it feels like. It's tired, and so am I today.

I just don't know how to make it stop. I wish, for just one day, that I could silence the analysis. The self-reflection. The internal debates. The what-ifs. The incessant contemplation. I wish I could just change the channel and let my brain focus on something else for a day...

just one, stupid day.